I'm tired of this (RANT to Creepypasta Fans)

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Everywhere I go, someone (USUALLY CREEPYPASTA FANS) hates on anyone who 

A) Likes yaoi 

B) Likes anime 

Fuck off seriously. Not every single person who likes those two things is a rabid retarded fangirl/boy/other whos going to tear your house down and piss on your pineapples. 

I love both, they are very important to me, but I don't shove them down peoples throats. I don't go crazy whenever someone says they don't like them. 

You know what bothers me though? When someone bashes me for liking them. I just had someone go off on me for drawing mainly yaoi. I told them I liked hetero and yuri pairings too, and you know what they said?

''Why don't you ever draw them? ''

You want to know why I draw mainly yaoi? Why I never draw females anymore? 

It mainly has to do with my dysphoria and past experiences, not to mention the endless slutty pictures online of females. I'm tired of seeing the female body. It feels dirty, wrong, and disgusting. I hate it. I'm stuck in it afterall. I don't want to see it anymore. If any female is presented in a certain way she is automatically labelled a sue or a slut. If any female simply exists she's treated as the lesser person and looked down upon. Not to mention this fandom is so sexist, ignoring all the female CP OCs for the other male ones. I'm just tired and done with females okay? That's why I don't draw them. 

Not to mention I draw WHAT I WANT because IT MAKES ME HAPPY.

I don't draw to please you, or anyone else. I AM A MISERABLE PERSON, and doing this makes me happy. It makes me feel alive, like I have purpose. And I won't fucking stand for anyone tearing that down. So if I don't want to draw hetero or yuri, I damned well won't. It doesn't mean I hate them, it just means I don't want to do it. 

I also draw yaoi because I LOVE GUYS! They're all just so sexy and cute and I wish I could have one of my own but yeah ain't going to happen, so it helps. 

Now don't fucking misunderstand me, this doesn't mean I hate females or am anti-female, nor does it mean I am a feminist. I'm neither of those. Look at it from my point of view. I'm a boy, stuck in a female body. I have to get up every day and look in the mirror to see a body I absolutely hate. I have to live like this, trapped and forced to be labelled the gender I'm not, called the name that I hate, and forced to wear the clothes that do fuck all to hide my birth sex. Now you know why I don't like the female body, or get a basic concept of it. There's more reasons though, so you can't judge off this alone. 

I really shouldn't have to explain myself but, enough is enough. I'm tired of all the yaoi and anime bashing. It's not just on deviantart or the internet either. In real life even the people closest to me turn their noses down at me for liking this stuff and I'm really sick of it. I don't want to hide what I like from people as if it's some forbidden taboo or some shit. If you hate it so much, then avoid it. Just stop whining about it every single time it comes up and bashing anyone who likes it, assuming they're some rabid tard. 

Again before you judge me and throw a hateful comment, get to know me. 

- End Rant 
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mercixnekoxdoll9's avatar
Everything you said is amazing and I love you for it. You are awesome. Fuck the haters and fuck the dumbass people who want to hate on what you do. You are amazing (: be you :heart: